Silience  The Jamin will now speak

So I fell off the side of the world for a while. In actuality I went home for Christmas and never even looked at a computer. So I saw another great show the Chariot As Cities Burn MeWithoutYou and Underoath little bro hit his face and bloody his nose other than that it rocked they prayed before the hole thing and it was a charity tour they even invited the Holy Spirit to has his way it was awsome.

I loved home and everything was great except for a little lack of comunication between me and Britt. The hole time I was there I just wanted to stay I love my family and it is a big sacrifice being here at HA. I felt like I was pulling away from God alot when I was home made some silly mistakes and I just had a hard time despite the great time I had. I was delayed from coming back to HA b/c of some finances. A funny little story about that my Dad, who I love deeply and respect entirly, dropped a safe on his leg and had to go git stiches.He was fine and only took one day off work. The safe as on a dolly. So instead of a 1000 dollar check we only had a 700 dollar check inturn I was delayed. Then my friends at the HA raised so dow for me and I was able to return only one week late. It was all in Gods timing very cool. I had just an aganizing ride back to HA. I cryed a lot I will admit it but here is where God wants me and if it doesn't cost any thing it isn't an offering. Ya know?

Im now and ACA which means Im in charge of like 5 guys and a room scary I know and as of lately I don't even have enough time to think b/c this week and last were January Gaunlet. But God has just taken me into his bosom and I love him I felt so stupid when I came back here it was like over break I didn't remeber who my true love was which is Him. Guys understand don't forget He paid for you and he is waiting for you to claim Him weird I know but that is what love is all about. It truley is wierd that God will use the most unlikly thing to break your mind I love it. I also love Jesus more than I can write down. I really miss you all even though it hasn't even been a full week I Love you all very much.

Love Jamin

So Every one,
       I will be home in about 13days. Isn't that just great. I really think so. I bet your wondering how im doing. Well the truth is it hasn't been so hot, Spiritually that is. But today is a prayer and fasting day here and God was just all up on my heart. If you haven't looked in to the JHOP do so God is really doing something there man isn't God just so great man I love Him. I miss yall pray for me

Love Jamin

My Posts Are few and fare between but hey I'm still maken them aren't I. So thanksgiving was great cudose to Josh carlson I'll post more later Im such a tease

Love Jamin

Dear Friends,
 It has been a Killer what is it like Three weeks? Well My Fasting retreat was one of the best things in my life. I read my Bible so much and Just hung out with God as he met my every need he told me stuff and it was just awesome. Then the Tuesday after that weekend I called my mom and She told me I needed to come home B/c Grand Pa was Dying. I already knew he was on the way out but hit me in the face when she said that. I then cryed Like a three year old child in my managers office. Then I left the day after on a Greyhound bus, every one should have to ride one of these once in their lives, its alittle scary to say the least but I tock me like a day and half but I made it home walked out of the bus terminal and stepped into my moms car which she was driving straight down the road. It felt like I had never left, saw my grandpa and went to church played in the band it was one of the wierdest feelings to be back. My Grandpa was fun he laughed and gave me hugs and it went really well. The day after I got back my Family started to move so we moved houses Friday and Saturday. Being home was Great but very hard I got to spend a lot of time with my family and friends it was truly a blessing from God. My GrandFather passed away monday the 7th right on my grandma and aunts birthday what a present. After that I left on a plane to come back to HA wensday. That was really hard I came back and cryed b/c I was tired and it was hard then the Next Day I Found out my CA Nick and my sister core CA were dismissed. My manager told me I was a walking tragedy. To lose my CA is more than losing a friend its losing a Confidant a leader and it just really Sucks I love both of them very very much. So God is still faithful and he is still God and I love Him and I am called according to His will so everything is going to be good. Keep me in your prayers I love you all and hope to see a lot of yall at Christmas.

Love Jamin

Currently Listening The Weak's End By Emery see related

To All of the People how call me Friend, Brother, Son, and Example,

This weekend starting tonight Yes thats right I am going on a Vision LTE (Life Transforming Event). I will be fasting eating and all communication to human beings I will only be able to read the bilbe. Man is it going to be great I expect God to meet me and show me exactly what he wants me to do for my life. Please pray for me that I would be able to hear and obey what God wants me to do with my life, Just give me some good solid prayer more than God bless him yeah I know about those prayer I pray them a lot so I know I'm getting better and don't pray out of obligation pray out of compassion. Love Yall and will be praying for all of you this weekend.
Love Jamin